At the age of 65, I became redundant. Just like that. I awoke one day, a respected and self-respecting professional with valued expertise and experience. I went to bed redundant. Superfluous, according to my old Oxford dictionary. On the scrap heap, according to my own inner voice. Self-pity is unhelpful but there is a difference, psychologically, between retiring in your own time to enjoy a well-earned rest and suddenly being told that you are redundant. The rest of my life yawned before me like a dark, very empty, cavern, into which I promptly fell. My two colleagues, also older women and redundant, fell into holes of their own. We were all too hurt and humiliated to offer each other much consolation. Our workplace was being restructured and we had been told that our numbers would be reduced by one. Our offer to reduce our hours so that no one lost their job was rejected – a decision we found hard to accept because there were...
growing older, work, ageism, health, family history